An Hundredfold

Every night I lie awake, and think of all the things that take, a moment to internalize, a brief chance to conceptualize, all the things I didn't do, and all the things I DID see through.
A moment here, a moment there, it all comes back to when and where, I made my mind and my resolve to all the problems I would solve.
Keep your faith, just be strong, do your best, you can't go wrong.
These daily quotes can seem cliche, or boring for an average day.
but hearing these redundant lessons, can keep heaven close, and make deep impressions, that can guide us through this rock strewn life, and keep our trials free of strife.

What does it mean? how do I know? why bother trying? where do I go?
How do I find the truth amongst this? how deep must I dig, how long must I sift?
Patience is a virtue, sometimes wants need to be shelved, the hardest part about it though, is doing it yourself.
Try alone, you'll never win, the debt you owe is great, if fairness takes it's toll on you, it's already too late.
"How could god do this?" you ask, "how sad the state of man!"
Have no fear my worried friend, there really is a plan,
of salvation, and of happiness, to all the world: It's there!!
and i'll tell you once you find it nothing truly can compare.

The key is our redeemer, and all he's done for us.
without this plan, the fall of man would be disastrous.
I know it's true, i've seen it too, the blessings that will come.
to those whom god has chosen, it's each and everyone.
Yes that's right, I mean you too, you've always had the light.
Instilled in you from life's first breath, only you can make it bright.
So let it shine, through charity in all the things you do.
So when Jesus Christ does come again, he'll turn and look at you.
He'll pause for just a moment, and start things with a smile.
He''ll ask you: "Was it worth it? striving, fighting, all that while?"

I may not know what you will say, and never could I know.
But as for me, "of course" i'll say "yes a hundred fold."